Virgo, A Tale of two Capricorn Women
As the title indicates, this is a tale of two similar, but different women. Without writing a book, I will get right to the point. I am currently in the middle of a divorce, ironically with a Capricorn women. As I have read, and many have indicated, we achieved a lot in our 10 plus years of marriage, which lends validity to the compatible part in terms of achieving goals together. And even sexually, I must admit, I have not had a better lover in my life! Even while separated and going through the divorce the past three years, we managed to ravage each other on a couple of occasions. From that standpoint, it was like we were meant to be together.
But something was always missing. I never loved her quite as a husband should love his wife. Thus I decided to file for divorce before I strayed or caused her additional pain from the lack of love she so obviously noticed.
With that being said, I don't want to be alone! One of my Virgo character flaws is that I DO want to love and be loved. Sometimes I feel as if I am really a women trapped in a mans body because I do want the romance, the candle lit dinners, walks in the park, the thought of that special someone when that love song comes on the radio, etc. My friend calls me a hopeless romantic.
So wanting a divorce doesn't mean I want to be alone, just to be with the right person to share these thoughts and feelings with.
So begins the tale of the other Capricorn women. She is beautiful, brainy and been very successful, all of which are the calling cards for a Capricorn women, including my soon to be ex. However, unlike my wife, this Capricorn makes me laugh and gets the younger, hipper side of me. You see, unlike some Virgos, I am a big kid at heart, meaning I enjoy some of the younger trends, music etc. Although I am 30 plus, I try to maintain my youthful side, including the incorporation of laughter and joking around. A women who makes me laugh is a complete turn-on! A sense of humor was something my wife lacked. She embraced the practical side of her Capricorn-ism a bit too much. Although this other Capricorn women is also 30 plus, she laughs, jokes and is in tune with what's hip and what's not, including texting, lol.
So here is this beautiful, successful, ambitious funny Capricorn women, whom I am obviously attracted to. So what's the problem you ask? Well, she is extremely devoted to her religion! Now I don't mean problem in the sense of religion being bad, but one in that it would prevent her from pursuing anything with me because of her religious views. In her eyes me going through a divorce is bad. While I feel she is somewhat attracted to me, I feel as if she is putting the brakes on herself because she does not want to compromise her views, which I can respect. In light of this, I have not expressed that I am attracted to her other than a friend, and have handled our relationship as such. But recently she has been distant and I am not sure why. I have sent her texts asking her if I have done or said something to offend her, only receving a vague response that all is good. My most recent texts was that I will back off, but will be here if she needs me. Although I said that, I really want to reach out to her, to see her to talk to her. But I don't want to run the risk of pushing her away.
So my question to all of you Capricorn women out there is do I continue to sit tight and HOPE that she will eventually reciprocate, continuing to reach out to her or walk away? Thanks in advanced.