Scorpio fallen for Gemini woman.

by Anon
(usa)

So here is the deal, from the first moment I laid eyes on this Gemini woman I work with I was thrown down in love. Eyes locked, instant chemistry. As time went on she kept dropping all the hints and when I made my feelings known, she withdrew and said she had a special friend elsewhere (she is from Brazil). I think this to be not true because she had vacation time and they did not see each other, and smiled when I asked about them like it was not true that she has someone. She continued to drop bigger hints which I attributed to just simple flirtation & Gemini magical trick to gain attention; but since my feelings for her as a woman, professionally, and as a whole are real and deep, true unconditional love. I have to pull back so I don't break my own heart. Her English is not so good which seems to be a big barrier. But no matter how many women come and go in my life, I find myself comparing and thinking of this Gemini when I wake up and go to bed. I ask you Gemini women for help, either how to move forward with her, or best way to handle this woman who is constantly on my mind. I try my best not to be with women at work because I know it ends bad, but I feel for this one I wish to grow old and gray with...HELP!