Scary wonderful heartbreaking Pisces men

by Joy
(England)

I have been dating a Pisces man for 5 months. I met him on a dating website. I saw his profile pic and was instantly attracted and felt like I knew him already... it was weird.... I'd never felt that way before....he was the first profile who popped up on the site and the only man I have been attracted to... when I met him I realized that he was a man I had seen in the local supermarket a few months before...

I don't know what it was but this man was just gorgeous... I fell instantly in love with him... and i remember thinking to myself.."I WISH I could have this man"... imagine my shock when a few months later I met my internet date and realized it was HIM!!...

God knows what he thought i couldn't string 2 words together and when he came on to me... although it was what i wanted.... I just ran away. I was SO scared of him and the way i felt about him... apart from running away the first time i met him and dumping him on a subsequent occasion because I stupidly thought if i got him out of my life then I'd get him out of my head..... he's still around but I live in fear all the time because he doesn't commit...

I only see him 2-3 times a month.... but I think about him EVERY day and nearly every hour of the day.... my love for him consumes me and I swing from being elated when i am in his company to the depths of despair sometimes when i haven't seen him for a while.... the one thing i know though is that I CANNOT think of a life without him in it and I just want to be there for him and be strong so that maybe one day he will see how much i love him and he will love me too with the same strength.... GOD I'M SO SAD aren't I......

But I have read all the comments about Pisces and their traits and they are SO true... i have known other Pisces.. my father, my ex and his son so i have seen the Pisces personality from many angles.... and I am just going to have to "run" with this relationship because not having him in my life is not an option although I often think of the saying "BE CAREFUL FOR WHAT YOU WISH FOR GOD/ALLAH MAY GRANT IT".. and wonder if being fated to be with him is a good thing or not but he is SO beautiful and such a great lover and he is a gentle kind person....

He is my perfect man in every way apart from the fact he doesn't love me back.... i just pray that one day he will trust his love to me and then i know i will be the happiest woman in the world.
Any helpful advice from Pisces men out there?.. please don't anyone tell me to get rid of him because that is not an option