My first time with a Pisces man

So I am a Scorpio female and this past summer I fell for a Pisces man HARD! We hung out a lot in the beginning of the summer because of our mutual friends and while I thought he was absolutely dreamy I was stuck up another guys butt and tried my hardest to resist. Near the end of July I found out that the other guy who I absolutely adored was involved with one of the girls I hangout with frequently and I was absolutely crushed. (This other guy was a Leo fire and we all know while our signs are opposites astrology says if you can get through the turmoil's it can also be a great match but sheesh he is a pain in my ass.)

So anyhow I was highly upset to find out about Leo's relationship and my Pisces came to the rescue in the nice of time. I had been crying and as you know us Scorpio woman like our secrets and when he would ask me what was the matter and be all sympathetic I crumbled and spilled everything despite my privacy. As Pisces do he was very caring and helped me deal with it and from there on in we were the best of friends. Mind you I was still a proud virgin and the Leo who had broken me was the person I was honestly considering losing it to and at this point I had given up on any happiness that could develop from guys. (I know pathetic but I was devastated)

So weeks went by and like I said before even when I was interested in the Leo I still was very attracted to my Pisces, we became closer and closer to where we nearly spent every day together. I was falling for him harder then I had fallen for the Leo months earlier and I couldn't understand it.

Then when August rolled around I had to begin my senior year in high school and our days turned into late afternoons and the less time I spent with him the more I couldn't resist him. But we still weren't anything more than friends. BEST FRIENDS as he put it his Ace Boon Coon or whatever. So in the middle of August my high school holds a football scrimmage one midnight and all the juniors and seniors go hangout and dick around while the game goes on. He showed up after I had left and when I returned home and everyone was hanging out at my house I went in for a minute and he came and went while I was inside. A week or two later we were making dirty comments to one another in what I thought to be a joking manner and in no way actual. (Well everything I said I meant but I didn't need him knowing that.) I then went on to tell him he shouldn't play mind games because I may want to take him up on one or several of his offers and he said he was completely serious all jokes aside.

I then became extremely nervous at that point but completely flattered. He went on to tell me that the night of the football game he intended to let me know how much he was digging me but assumed when I had gone in for that split second I was inside for the night so he headed home. We started to creep late at night because our involvement with one another was to be a secret. (I hated not flaunting him around because he is sooo sexy to me and nearly every other girl I know but the secret was very important to me because my overly protective older brother and also because I didn't want people to talk about how I had just been so enveloped in the Leo just a month earlier.) We would hang out with all of our friends during the afternoons until late at night when I would pretend to go inside for the evening in order to derail any suspicions that may have risen by our excessive company. After everyone would leave and head home for the night he would come back over to my house and we would spend hours outside talking and ?getting frisky? lol.

Mind you I was still a virgin so where I may have let him get a feel of my ass or something I would never let him really touch me. He never got upset or frustrated or too aggressive. He was understanding and gentle, while at the same time very sexual which was fabulous to me. I wanted him so badly and he knew it I figure that is why he was so patient with me. He was a great listener those nights we spent alone and it was so comforting to have someone to talk to about stuff and have them level with me.

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