In Need of Aries Mans Advice

by The Bold And Sexxy Libran Woman
(Nevada)

I have been in love with an Aries man for 11 years and haven't had sex with him since we were 19 yrs old. This Aries man had me at "Hello". I met this man by my sister and immediately attraction between us both were unbreakable. We were tangled together for 3 days straight and it ended with a quick and sudden move to a different state.

I tried to get in contact with him 3 mos after and found out that he was on his way to the alter. There after I was with child and on my way to the alter. Five years later we both were divorced and remarried.. We both were trying to contact each other by the way of Siblings, but we were always involved with someone else. Just 6 mos ago he found me through FaceBook. I quickly divorced my Husband to be with him because I did not want to miss my opportunity again to be with him.

I moved to a different state to be closer to him but not moved with him. He lives in a different city then myself, but we are in the same state. Although we have been in the same city at one point of time. We failed to see each other. We continued to talk and text with pictures going back and forth. But nothing.

So being the bold and classy Libran woman that I am. I arranged and made a trip to the city that he lives in. And still we have not seen or touched each other. The communication between us has dwindled to a minimum call of twice a week from him. I continue to call and text regularly.

Now, I have not had sex with anyone for 6 mos because I want to save that for him. Yet the same unresponse to my love to him has gone unanswered. So, mistakenly, I played a game to make him jealous by asking his permission to go out on a date with a random guy. I wanted to see if his reaction would be that of a guy that would tell me "No" instead he told me to "Enjoy my Date". I asked him why would he give me permission and did he want me to move on and his reply was "Your the one that seems to want to move on". I replied back with a "Yeah Right, You know that you are the only one for me". I was so hurt by his response that I broke down and cried on his Voice Mail. I apologized for it and told him that I will never say or do anything that would hurt him again as I thought that I may have hurt him. I have not heard from him in 5 days. And all of my calls to him go straight to Voice Mail.

I finally broke down and told him by text how I felt and apologized for being deceitful and playing a mind game with him. But I still have not heard from him yet.. I am so in Love with the Aries Man that I can not even talk or see another man. Now, I am always being asked on a dates daily. But, I 99.9999% always turn them down. I don't want to miss my chance of having him in my life by having someone in the mix.

Have I lost him? Will my Aries love ever return? I need Your Advice Aries Man...