I am an Aries man but this is weird

by Del
(NYC)

I am an Aries man but i find my character weird. Although I have the typical traits of an Aries male such as being aggressive, impatient,sexually active, loves adventure,egoistical,selfish, easily get jealous and all that character of a stubborn ram.

But this is weird, although i can be really loud and straight forward, I have this moment when i want to be left a lone, that i don't talk to anyone, even to my closest friends and family, i even did that to my ex girlfriends, Many people told me that I am really quiet for an Aries man

I am also very secretive and private person, and my way of covering my to personal details about my life is to tell some of my adventures and or engage in a conversation to talk about anything, just to divert the attention towards my personal life, I also fond of SPYING on other people, I can easily change my character when needed,I also tend to listen to people talk so i can observe them to know them more so i know what makes them tick or what is their interest. People told me that I should work with the CIA.

I am also a very UNFORGIVING person and I LOVE the concept of getting even.

And this is not a typical Aries trait but, I tend to plan my next moves in life, specially love and ambition, Although I can really think very quick when Plan A and Plan B is needed

When I love someone, I give it 200% 24/7 I make sure she is spoiled, loved and taken care of, I make sure she is safe, that all her need in life are met, Always giving her the best. But the hardest thing for me in love is, to give up my Ego, Pride, not to mention the EXTREME possessiveness and jealousy

I am also not an impulsive spender, I am great at handling and saving money.

I am born at night, And I also have a Scorpio adjacent, I also have Venus in Aries, Does that anything to do why I have a very quiet and non Arian traits?.

Almost forget, I am really attracted to Libra and Leo women, Most of my ex-girlfriends are mostly Libra and some Leo. Same thing with celebrity crushes, almost all of them are Libra women.