Gemini woman love triangle

by gemini

I am an incredibly confused Gemini woman. I am currently in a relationship with a Capricorn male, and it's the first time I've ever been in love. We are very different but we've been trying our best to make it work. He has hurt me a lot in the past, but recently he has been trying really hard to make it up to me and it's clear that he loves me very deeply and trusts me completely.

The thing is that last year, before I ever met him I fell hard for the most beautiful, amazing Aquarius in existence. He was perfect for me in almost every way (and I have pretty obscure taste). We met sporadically through music, and spent only one soft and beautiful night alone together, a year ago.

I can't forget about him, I still think about him all the time, even throughout my current relationship, though I tried to suppress it. I saw him the other night at a gig, we spoke like friends though awkwardly and nervously. I went there because I knew he'd be there, to try to get over him, to remember his true nature. But I'm more enthralled than I was before, now I think about him in the arms of my boyfriend, and I feel like a slave to my attraction.

I tried contacting him, but he hasn't responded. And I need to know, if he still has feelings for me, but i can't seem to catch him. It seemed like he was still interested in me. I literally can't get him out of my head! Am I wasting my time pining after an Aquarius? Even though it has the potential to be so incredible? Could he ever really commit? Am I being cruel or selfish by remaining with the Capricorn, or should I try to make it work? HOW do you catch an Aquarius?? Should I tell him how I feel or would this scare him?? Do they ever expose how they feel, even if they really like someone? HELP!!