Gemini woman can't stop thinking about Scorpio man

I am a Gemini woman and in love with a Scorpio male. In the beginning, man, he chased me (we were co-workers) and he never made a move, just became good friends with me. (Got into my heart that way). He asked me out several times, but I stated I didn't want to date a co-worker. Well the day came where you have a low and lonely point in life and I let my guard down. WOW!! I went out with him and had the longest date ever. He called every day and night, hours on the phone, until we were crazed and tired and had to hang up to go to work in 3 hours. I fell in love but maintained a quiet and unknown relationship at work. This ultimately hurt our relationship because he brought this up often, he didn't like it. Then co-workers became suspicious and made us discuss and argue about them. The Gemini in me became suspicious of him because he started being aloof and estranged from me. The arguments increased, and then it happened. He broke from me. He broke up with me. I am hurt right now because we were intense in our discussions and sexually. I am at a loss and...at a loss. I miss him and cannot stop thinking of him because I felt so at ease telling him my everything.